Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"

You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love. You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!) Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

True enough I do appear to be a cynic. It happens when you play the rational and logical cards to look at all sides of any issue (good and bad). Once you get in my heart though I'll commit very bad deeds indeed when you are threatened or attacked.

V-day: Bah!

Sarcastic? Who? Me? What are you talking about!
*wink*

Mushy cards make me throw up a little in my mouth. Ick. I drive my mother crazy as I just cannot buy a sappy card for her.

Hard to get; definitely. People have a very hard time getting me/understanding me, myself included at times!

I have been tagged by Serendipity
(I've never had an actual tag before. Usually I am a thief!)




I am: still trying to figure out what to do with my life.

I want: to travel more. To see old things and new things in other countries.

I wish: I knew what I wanted to be be when I grow up.

I hate: feeling like a failure.

I miss: summers at sea.

I fear: spiders (though I can kill them now if need be) and looking like a fool.

I hear: voices. Not quite but I do talk to myself in my head :)

I wonder: what life has in store for me. It isn't that I am sitting around waiting for things to happen but there are days where I wish I could catch a glimpse of what is to come.

I regret: not doing things/saying things because I was worried about embarrassing myself. I'm getting better at this.

I am not: as tough, cold hearted and hard to understand as I can appear.

I dance: with my friends kids. I miss going to the clubs of yore. Sigh.

I sing: along to the radio and CD's and try really hard to not sing at concerts!

I cry: more than I used to. It was disconcerting at first but I am slighty more comfortable with my emotions...when on my own.

I am not always: kind to myself. If you want to know the bad things about me I could write pages. If you want to know the good I'd really struggle with that.

I make ____ with my hands: tasty baked goods.

I write: less than I used to. I need to reconnect with my journal.

I confuse: myself and others. Maybe it is less about confusion and more about surprise, a 'who knew?!?' sort of thing.

I need: my friends. To laugh with. To cry with. To be quiet with. To eat with. To live life with.

I should: not use 'should' in my vocabulary. I don't want to feel obliged to certain things. I want to commit to things and people because I want to.

I start: by questioning everything I do.

I finish: by choosing a path and committing to it until proven wrong.

Guy is coming here.
At the beginning of the summer.
I get him for 6 days.

Breathe, just breathe.

The pieces are falling into place.


I'll soon have an arrival date.

eep

My father sent me this!




The first sign you might be gay...

Thanks to Serendipity for todays blog post topic.

If you want to play, the game is:

Make a comment saying so and I'll give you a letter. You then have to think of 10 words that start with that letter and they must mean something in particular to you and your life.

My letter is "C" .

Cayuga- Fond memories related to this include; sand, wind, teak, canvas,orcas, exploring, naps, gentle rocking, heeling, racing, lazy days, summer nights...

Candy/Chocolate- I have a really bad sweet tooth. The only difference as an adult as I have a more discerning palate and would rather pay more for better quality. Either that or go to the UK.

Camping- My family did a lot of camping when I grew up and I continue it still. I so like being 'tough'; setting up the tent, chopping wood, getting the fire going, tromping through the trails, being grubby, doing what you want when you want. And the smell of the fire that clings to everything? Yum.

Cats- If I could have a pet where I live I'd have cat. I love their independence, their silky fur, the sound of their purring, their satisfied sleepy face and, especially, their 'cattitude'. Everything is on their terms.

Cinema- Going to the movies is a great escape. I get my (so bad for you) popcorn and drink, sit in the last row and lose myself (if it is good enough) for 2 hours. I've learned to thoroughly enjoy going on my own without anyone to bother me with questions or comments. I can even laugh out loud now :)

Connolly, Billy- I cry with laughter watching his DVD 'Live: The Greatest Hits' every single time. Or in 'An Everlasting Piece': "The scrotum is the devil's tobacco pouch."

Canada- I live here and I love it. I've visited all the provinces and it's a fantastic country.

(The) Chieftains- Something about their music touches something in me. Even though they seem to appeal to an older age group I've seen them in concert twice and was in awe.

C******- One of my real names. (so all you get is the letter)

and lastly,

Calls-Especially ones from New Guy!


If you want to play then leave me a comment asking for a letter and I'll give you a letter.

I have another meme thing to do, from Serendipity, but geez there is no time!

Night.

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

But It's Tuesday!?!

This may be as close to musical Monday's as I ever get (even though I enjoy the listening).



Found in blogland....
Instructions: Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Press forward for each question and then use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING. (Well, try not to).

How does the world see you?
'It's Hard Out Here For A Pimp' DJayz
(Geez, I hope not)

Will I have a happy life?
'Takk' Sigur Ros
(It's foreign. I don't understand it. Is that a good or bad sign?!?)

What do my friends really think of me?
'Raindrop' Reindeer Section
(Does that make me Debbie Downer??)

Do people secretly lust after me?
'Only You' David Crowder Band
(I wish!)

How can I make myself happy?
'Nearly Lost You' Screaming Trees (Hmmm)
2nd go- 'Don't Give Up' Peter Gabriel and Kate Bush
(Sounds much more like me)

What should I do with my life?
'I'm Going Hungry' Temple of the Dog
(Constant diet??)

Will I ever have children?
'Armageddon It' Def Leppard
(Ha ha ha ha!! I'll take that as a resounding NO.)

What is some good advice for me?
'Shake Ya Ass' Mystikal
(nice!)

How will I be remembered?
'How Soon is Now' The Smiths

What is my signature dancing song?
'Cowgirl Techno' Underworld
(It is danceable...)

What do I think my current theme song is?
'Secret Heart' Feist
(Secret internet/blog hooking up anyway...so yes, secret.)

What song will play at my funeral?
'Virtual Insanity' Jamiroquai
(I'd like my funeral to have more of a party atmoshere so...)


What type of men/women do you like?
'Words' Doves
(I guess one that speaks or writes!)

What is my day going to be like?
'Tourist' Athlete
(I wish! Though I will be talking to new guy later on. Maybe that will be a trip. Oh, I as I edited the post the next song came on....'Heaven is an Orgasm' by the Lords of Acid- heh)

If you want to play feel free. Leave me a comment and let me know :)

Driving down the road I could see the weather coming towards me. The blur in the air signaled rain and it came, sheeting down. It quickly turned to thick sloppy blobs and then into splattering hail. I could barely see the road due to how fast it was coming down and how much was already on the pavement. Then a flash followed by a large crack of thunder. Again. And Again.

I love storms.