Lovely.
I have moved onto numb.
That and being exhausted when I spend time with friends.
I have less to compare myself to when I am alone. I have less to miss when I am alone. I can insulate myself some from my wants when I am alone. No one will dream for me when I am alone and I can avoid hope. Hope sucks when nothing comes to pass.
This sure isn't going to help me meet people/guys. Maybe I don't want that as much as I though I did. Besides who wants a mess in their lives?
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Numb can be good (e.g. at the dentist). You worry too much.
I may have to concoct an email.
Concoct away.
It does say at the top that I overthink... :P
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