I get so confused by people going silent. Are we not adults? Can we not just say what needs to be said? I know it is hard to hurt people by telling them they are not who you want but this silence is almost worse. In it I hear 'You aren't even worthy of my words anymore'.

I think my benefit of the doubt has one shard left; it's mostly shattered and scattered. I want to rage. I want to find anger. I want to be mad.

Instead I feel worthless. Instead I feel hope slipping away. Instead I feel worn out.