I have been tagged by Serendipity
(I've never had an actual tag before. Usually I am a thief!)




I am: still trying to figure out what to do with my life.

I want: to travel more. To see old things and new things in other countries.

I wish: I knew what I wanted to be be when I grow up.

I hate: feeling like a failure.

I miss: summers at sea.

I fear: spiders (though I can kill them now if need be) and looking like a fool.

I hear: voices. Not quite but I do talk to myself in my head :)

I wonder: what life has in store for me. It isn't that I am sitting around waiting for things to happen but there are days where I wish I could catch a glimpse of what is to come.

I regret: not doing things/saying things because I was worried about embarrassing myself. I'm getting better at this.

I am not: as tough, cold hearted and hard to understand as I can appear.

I dance: with my friends kids. I miss going to the clubs of yore. Sigh.

I sing: along to the radio and CD's and try really hard to not sing at concerts!

I cry: more than I used to. It was disconcerting at first but I am slighty more comfortable with my emotions...when on my own.

I am not always: kind to myself. If you want to know the bad things about me I could write pages. If you want to know the good I'd really struggle with that.

I make ____ with my hands: tasty baked goods.

I write: less than I used to. I need to reconnect with my journal.

I confuse: myself and others. Maybe it is less about confusion and more about surprise, a 'who knew?!?' sort of thing.

I need: my friends. To laugh with. To cry with. To be quiet with. To eat with. To live life with.

I should: not use 'should' in my vocabulary. I don't want to feel obliged to certain things. I want to commit to things and people because I want to.

I start: by questioning everything I do.

I finish: by choosing a path and committing to it until proven wrong.