Or is it all just down to the fact that the THING is missing?

So I think I drove him away with my non committal ambivalence.

I have been dissecting all of this, of course, and what I have been able to come up with is he's just too good. I don't mean that he's too good for me but that I don't think my sarcasm and dirty humour would mix well with him. I make him laugh with just my regular humour but so far he doesn't make me laugh. I need to laugh or I will be too dark.

He is kind, generous, courteous, there for his family, interesting and all manner of things that are attractive. Other than being very slim he is physically attractive too.

It's fairly rare that someone shows interest in my direction and here I am saying no.
Bugger.



On a more positive note...I have visible collar bones.