Monday, May 29, 2006

Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"

You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love.
You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!)

Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic

What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays

Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get


True enough I do appear to be a cynic. It happens when you play the rational and logical cards to look at all sides of any issue (good and bad). Once you get in my heart though I'll commit very bad deeds indeed when you are threatened or attacked.

V-day: Bah!

Sarcastic? Who? Me? What are you talking about!
*wink*

Mushy cards make me throw up a little in my mouth. Ick. I drive my mother crazy as I just cannot buy a sappy card for her.

Hard to get; definitely. People have a very hard time getting me/understanding me, myself included at times!

Thursday, May 25, 2006



I have been tagged by Serendipity
(I've never had an actual tag before. Usually I am a thief!)




I am: still trying to figure out what to do with my life.

I want: to travel more. To see old things and new things in other countries.

I wish: I knew what I wanted to be be when I grow up.

I hate: feeling like a failure.

I miss: summers at sea.

I fear: spiders (though I can kill them now if need be) and looking like a fool.

I hear: voices. Not quite but I do talk to myself in my head :)

I wonder: what life has in store for me. It isn't that I am sitting around waiting for things to happen but there are days where I wish I could catch a glimpse of what is to come.

I regret: not doing things/saying things because I was worried about embarrassing myself. I'm getting better at this.

I am not: as tough, cold hearted and hard to understand as I can appear.

I dance: with my friends kids. I miss going to the clubs of yore. Sigh.

I sing: along to the radio and CD's and try really hard to not sing at concerts!

I cry: more than I used to. It was disconcerting at first but I am slighty more comfortable with my emotions...when on my own.

I am not always: kind to myself. If you want to know the bad things about me I could write pages. If you want to know the good I'd really struggle with that.

I make ____ with my hands: tasty baked goods.

I write: less than I used to. I need to reconnect with my journal.

I confuse: myself and others. Maybe it is less about confusion and more about surprise, a 'who knew?!?' sort of thing.

I need: my friends. To laugh with. To cry with. To be quiet with. To eat with. To live life with.

I should: not use 'should' in my vocabulary. I don't want to feel obliged to certain things. I want to commit to things and people because I want to.

I start: by questioning everything I do.

I finish: by choosing a path and committing to it until proven wrong.